A Time Machine

There are times in my life
When I just want to sleep till I die
To avoid anyone alive
To miss all the failures and lie

Sometimes anxiety takes over me
And depression is getting at me
I fear myself, I fear the darkness
But most of all, I fear the fear

Time's about to kill me
I can't master it, can't hold it in my arms
Born too early, born too late
I'm about to lose my mind

Questions are about to kill me
Why me, why now, why here, what for
Never know the right answer, I'm always wrong
And I'm about to explode

I wish I had a time machine,
I wish I had a time machine

I might have killed myself
I might haven't been born at all
Don't chase the time, don't make the questions though
Since I'm here and now, here and now

I wish I had a time machine,
I wish I had a time machine

But I'm here and now, here and now