A Time Machine

There are times in my life
When I just want to sleep till I die
To avoid anyone alive
To miss all the failures and lie

Sometimes anxiety takes over me
And depression is getting at me
I fear myself, I fear the darkness
But most of all, I fear the fear

Time's about to kill me
I can't master it, can't hold it in my arms
Born too early, born too late
I'm about to lose my mind

Questions are about to kill me
Why me, why now, why here, what for
Never know the right answer, I'm always wrong
And I'm about to explode

I wish I had a time machine,
I wish I had a time machine

I might have killed myself
I might haven't been born at all
Don't chase the time, don't make the questions though
Since I'm here and now, here and now

I wish I had a time machine,
I wish I had a time machine

But I'm here and now, here and now

Wasted Youth

I have wasted youth in my hands
These are some years of my life
That gave me lovely scars
That taught me to turn water into wine

All the childish mistakes I made
I remember every single one of them
Every time I thought about suicide
Every day I weared a crown

I used to be young
Now I'm still dumb
All my life I was waiting to grow up
Hell now I miss my wasted youth
I know I failed a lot
But I regret nothing at all

I still remember my first breath of freedom
I will never forget how it teared up my lungs
And that soul who showed me that everything goes on
And all the mates who pointed at me their guns

I was lost, confused and pissed off
I had only dreams and nothing more
I met my fate, I saw it's face
Oh it's not as bad as I thought

I used to be young
Now I'm still dumb
All my life I was waiting to grow up
Hell now I miss my wasted youth
I know I failed a lot
But I regret nothing at all

Žinau, su gramatika čia mišios. Pradėjau šitą dalyką rašyti dar vasarą, bet tik dabar pabaigiau. Galėčiau bandyt taisyt klaidas, bet et... Kam to reikia. Tegu lieka, kaip yra.

iMachine

Tiesiog trumpa improvizacija, užplūdus akimirkos jausmui. Nieko vertingo, tačiau visvien noriu pasidalinti.

What does it take
To be a machine
What does it take
To have an iron heart
To have no lungs
To have no feelings
Oh why does this illness
Take only the best ones of us?

Things Can Explode

Šiek tiek neišbaigtas darbas, bet nebežinau, kaip pratęsti. Tuo metu, kai rašiau, atrodė gera idėja...

My mind can explode, I know
That happened once when I was a kid
I came back home with stains on my clothes
Mum asked me what happened and I said:

'Mum, don't you know
My brain has exploded
But the sky hasn't fallen
Just my head is empty as a bowl now'

Some people used to say:
'You need a bullet to your brain'
They called me sick they called me wicked
Bot honestly, I didn't give a shit

I used to play alone
I used to build my dreams from stones
Once a man came to me and he asked
What I'm doing here and I said:

'Uncle, don't you know
My house has exploded
But I haven't died
I'm building my new home now'

P.S. Atsiprašau už gramatines klaidas.

The Internet Generation

Šiaip jau senokai parašytos eilės, bet tik dabar sumaniau įkelti.^^

I've lost my Internet today
For the whole two days
Dunno how I'll get through this
Dunno what will replace the thing I miss

I'm in panic
I'm acting like a maniac
Can't check my facebook stuff
Can't post the photos of the meals I cook

I don't smoke, I don't fuck
I don't drink, I don't do drugs
I do the Internet, it's my meditation
Cause I'm the Internet generation

The sun is too bright
Can't see my screen so right
My battery is getting lower
It feels like instant growing older

I don't know the word 'riot'
Maybe I'll better google a new diet
Just heard my friends are getting married, they look so kawaii
I'll watch them using my neighbour's wi-fi

I don't smoke, I don't fuck
I don't drink, I don't do drugs
I do the Internet, it's my meditation
Cause I'm the Internet generation

Hurricane

I look at the sky
So grey not like everyday
Hot as in hell, even though it's evening
Can't figure out the meaning

Ships got lost into the sea
Someone lost his golden key
A car just crashed into a rock
All the blood is covered by this unforgettable fog

It leaves the mess
It doesn't need your bless
Guess why does it rain
Here comes the hurricane

The castle will fall
I'll be the first to break the wall
It's more than insane
Here comes the hurricane

Less or more, doesn't matter anymore
When you're standing on the shore
The lightning goes straight through your blood
Do you feel now the blessing of God?

This shit is getting massive
No more time to stay passive
Here come the Gods of the new age
They hide their faces under these waves

It leaves the mess
It doesn't need your bless
Guess why does it rain
Here comes the hurricane

The castle will fall
I'll be the first to break the wall
It's more than insane
Here comes the hurricane