A Time Machine

There are times in my life
When I just want to sleep till I die
To avoid anyone alive
To miss all the failures and lie

Sometimes anxiety takes over me
And depression is getting at me
I fear myself, I fear the darkness
But most of all, I fear the fear

Time's about to kill me
I can't master it, can't hold it in my arms
Born too early, born too late
I'm about to lose my mind

Questions are about to kill me
Why me, why now, why here, what for
Never know the right answer, I'm always wrong
And I'm about to explode

I wish I had a time machine,
I wish I had a time machine

I might have killed myself
I might haven't been born at all
Don't chase the time, don't make the questions though
Since I'm here and now, here and now

I wish I had a time machine,
I wish I had a time machine

But I'm here and now, here and now

Tales Of Myself

And now I tell the tales
Of who I have become
I tell the tales of pain and horror
I tell the tales of inner peace

Living in the heart of darkest forest
I've never hoped to see the light
Lost in worries, doubting my existence
I've never dreamed of leaving a sign

I left my home, I left my family and friends
And sailed into the sea - unpredictable, strange
I left the peace to find the war
I left warm ground for icy liquid

Sea greeted me with motherly love
My boat was small but dreams were big
I saw the monster, I didn't kill it though
I let it go, I let it run and I was born again

And now I tell the tales
Of who I have become
I tell the tales of pain and horror
I tell the tales of inner peace

I'm not a legend
You don't even know my name
I'm neither brave nor wise
I just tell good tales

kaip (ne)išnykti

ar nužudytum strazdą
kad pažintum savo laimę?
ar galėtum, ar galėtum
pasiimt gyvybę mažo sutvėrimo
kad perprastum save?

ar žudytum žmogų
kad jo kraujas srūtų tau tarp pirštų
ar žudytum vardan to
kad pamatytum savo akimis
kur prasideda laimė ir baigiasi kančia?

ar pakeltum ranką prieš save
kad nepasimestum laike?
ar žudytumeis, kad būtum
ar mirtum šiandien
kad prisikeltum rytoj?

Adatos adatėlės

Sukryžiuok pirštus
Lai gęsta ugnis
Gal laikrodis sustos
O jūros nebeoš.

Įsikąsk į lūpą
Išvysi tekant jauną vyną
Tu ne upė, nepabėgsi
Neišklysi iš savos vagos.

Ar jauti, kaip tirpsta kojos?
Įsmigs tau adata delnan
Bet juk siūlo nėr
Ir nebėra klaidos.

Don't worry, I'm fine

Give me fame
So I'll spit on your face
Give me money
So I'll spend 'em in a day

Let me be a bastard
Let me fuck your mind
I want to kill some bitches just because it's fun
I just want to do my drugs, oh I just want to do my drugs

Sorry if I'm not an ordinary one
Sorry if I'm out of your comfort zone
World's changing and me either
Maybe people hate me but I don't fear

Oh my dear, my sweetheart
Time to admit you lost this game
Don't really wanna hurt you
But hey get outta my way

Being high is better than fighting for animal rights
You know my weed gets better with every time
Getting drunk is better than running a mile
If honestly, my whiskey helps more than medicine

In a society of overthinkers
I don't give a single fuck
Seeing others cry and smile
I feel nothing at all
But hey don't worry
I'm fine with that

Oh hey don't worry
I'm fine
I'm fine
No, no need to worry
I'm perfectly fine
Fine
I'm fine

Wasted Youth

I have wasted youth in my hands
These are some years of my life
That gave me lovely scars
That taught me to turn water into wine

All the childish mistakes I made
I remember every single one of them
Every time I thought about suicide
Every day I weared a crown

I used to be young
Now I'm still dumb
All my life I was waiting to grow up
Hell now I miss my wasted youth
I know I failed a lot
But I regret nothing at all

I still remember my first breath of freedom
I will never forget how it teared up my lungs
And that soul who showed me that everything goes on
And all the mates who pointed at me their guns

I was lost, confused and pissed off
I had only dreams and nothing more
I met my fate, I saw it's face
Oh it's not as bad as I thought

I used to be young
Now I'm still dumb
All my life I was waiting to grow up
Hell now I miss my wasted youth
I know I failed a lot
But I regret nothing at all

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tavo akys
yra mėlynos.-
aš jose randu
šaltį
sniegą
jūrą
vėją--
tavo akys
yra mėlynos.-
aš jose randu save--

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